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Welcome to my page, I'm Christy. I have been doing photography since 2009. I've had ups and downs in my relationship with art, but I realized my photography represents my growth and becoming a better human.

I love to write my thoughts, sometimes in the form of poetry. I write about my struggles and triumphs; love and fear; overcoming mental illness, and learning self love.

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Favourite Movies
Triangle, The Matrix, Inception, Insidious, Mr. Nobody, The Giver, A Nightmare on Elm Street, Saw, Dark City, The Butterfly Effect, Click, Moon, Planes Trains &Automobiles, Major Payne, Snowpiercer, anything marvel, anything that makes me question reality
Favourite TV Shows
Dragonball, My Hero Academia, Insatiable, Degrassi, Steins;Gate, Sword Art Online
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
The Word Alive, The Color Morale, Linkin Park, Shinedown, In Hearts Wake, The Doors, Metallica, Starset
Favourite Books
The Giver, Fahrenheit 451, Turnabout, Diary of Anne Frank, Unwind
Favourite Games
GTA, Neverwinter, Dragonball Xenoverse, Borderlands
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS4
Tools of the Trade
Nikon D3100, Nikon D7000 (new) 18-55 mm lens, 55-200 mm lens, 40mm macro lens
I know I'm far along a self love journey but I still feel embarrassed by my younger self sometimes. Memories come from middle and high school days when the evidence of me not fitting in shows. From being left without a partner in group projects to being generally the last person chosen.. I even went on online help forums to find out why I'd be picked last but no one ever answered me. . When I did find a partner I usually felt they were bored of me because they wouldn't talk to me or interact with group project related things. I'd ask someone to be my partner or sit with me but in a few minutes they'd leave to sit with someone else. I understand that people just click and others don't but I didn't have anyone. I just wanted someone I was comfortable with but didn't have that in my middle or high school classes. . Thankfully I don't have this issue anymore. I'm more comfortable around people but this isn't my fault. Kids in school didn't make me feel welcome enough for me to open up.
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I know I'm far along a self love journey but I still feel embarrassed by my younger self sometimes. Memories come from middle and high school days when the evidence of me not fitting in shows. From being left without a partner in group projects to being generally the last person chosen.. I even went on online help forums to find out why I'd be picked last but no one ever answered me. . When I did find a partner I usually felt they were bored of me because they wouldn't talk to me or interact with group project related things. I'd ask someone to be my partner or sit with me but in a few minutes they'd leave to sit with someone else. I understand that people just click and others don't but I didn't have anyone. I just wanted someone I was comfortable with but didn't have that in my middle or high school classes. . Thankfully I don't have this issue anymore. I'm more comfortable around people but this isn't my fault. Kids in school didn't make me feel welcome enough for me to open up.
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it's so important to find your worth in yourself and not try to find it from other people. that's something I'm working on.
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Hello! :wave:


Just wanted to drop by and let you know that HaikuWriMo is up and going for 2022!


We have our first prompt journal: https://www.deviantart.com/couchsessions/journal/Prompt-Feature-The-4-Seasons-906236745 and our first challenge running: https://www.deviantart.com/couchsessions/journal/Challenge-1-Colorful-906457223


Please do come join us!


Hope you're having a lovely February!


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happy birthday
Happy Birthday Christy!
Have a great Bday lovely Christy! :rose: