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so I wrote a letter to the person who molested meSo, I know what happened when I was younger, as do you.
You... molested me. And it took me 10 years to finally admit it to myself. You like causing emotional stress to young people, so that automatically makes you the loser, and me the winner because you are one of the things in life that made me who I am today.
It takes pain to know pain; it takes having pain to become compassionate. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't even be writing this letter to show others that there is another way, a way to live, a way to own the pain one had been given.
I don't know why you did what you did to begin with, and your reason for it doesn't concern me anymore. All I know is that I finally stopped blaming myself, stopped acting like I somehow deserved it, and stopped lying to myself out of shame and disbelief. Why should I be ashamed of what you did?
I didn't do anything wrong; it was you who touched me. If there is anyone who is innocent, and not "dirty," it's me.
So if anyone had been sexually abused
My bullying story/ letter to bullies from my pastFinally, after several years, I decided to stand up to my bullies.
Thanks ahead of time to anyone who reads this to the end. (It's a bit depressing, but gets good at the end.)
The majority of these are from middle school.
I was a pretty weird kid, You know, the kid that everyone liked picking on.
Since I'm the weird one, the different one, you chose me to be your victim. You chose the defenseless, confused one, just like you all do. That's what you like, you like walking all over and spitting on the ones you know won't do anything about it.
Yeah, it made you feel good, didn't it? If feels good to make someone feel like complete crap. It feels good to make them cry. You think you're better than me? You think you can toss my books around, and laugh as I miserably walk in front of the laughing class to pick them up, and say you were kidding? You think it's all fun and games. You think you can (literally) push me around and tell me to "get out of here" just because I'm weak, frail, and dif
Image size
4000x2666px 1.25 MB
Make
NIKON CORPORATION
Model
NIKON D3100
Shutter Speed
1/60 second
Aperture
F/4.5
Focal Length
105 mm
ISO Speed
200
Date Taken
Jul 11, 2015, 6:17:05 PM
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:star::star::star::star-empty: Overall
:star::star::star::star::star: Vision
:star::star-empty::star-empty::star-empty::star-empty: Originality
:star::star::star-half::star-empty::star-empty: Technique
:star::star::star::star::star-empty: Impact

I award full marks for vision because this photo is clearly inspirational, complementing the title. Unfortunately, using flowers/saplings to embody an inspirational message is nothing new; to get anything beyond a single star from me, you'd have had to do something extra--unusual plant, unusual lighting, unusual circumstances (e.g. a plant blooming in winter snow). The technique puzzles me. You've put effort into this photo and that does show. However, the flower you're focusing on appears as a yellow, flower-shaped blur, with none of the crispness in, for example, your other deviation "enjoy the little things in life". This photo would be greatly improved if the flower dominates more of the photo's space, which would also allow you to showcase the details of the flower. Looking at this flower makes me feel positive, and the colors convince me to pause and admire, so this work definitely has impact <img src="e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/s…" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" data-embed-type="emoticon" data-embed-id="391" title=":) (Smile)"/>